Week hurry up!

This week my oh so amazing husband is on the rifle range for the Marine Corps shooting team with his unit. I hate being away from him and I hate sleeping without him even more.

I know people will tell me to, "Suck it up, he isn't even deployed yet!" I know this, thank you. But we haven't been apart really so this is weird to me.

He also can't help take care of me when I'm nauseous at 2 AM like he usually does. I do really love him more than anything. He is my rock and my soulmate.

I broke down to him the other day about the deployment and wondering if I can have this baby without him. He told me of course I could and that it wouldn't be that long until he would be home after the baby is born.

Maybe it's the hormones but EVERYTHING is making me sad and want to cry. Songs, movies, pictures, just thinking about this summer, everything.

I can do this, right?